... Crap... yeah.. its me!

These days I have been thinking...
yes, talking less thinking more,
good or bad - dunno
but its not normal thats for sure.

I think of times when we laughed
and its strange that it makes me cry
and then when i want to smile again
i pick up a fight..... lol.... dunno why.

There was once a time
when they called me "cute"...
i was "sweet" for some time after that
and then they named me "rude"...

Who am I... i really dont care anymore
so trying to figure THAT out is vain,
'Cause for some i will still be nice, to some rude
but for a few i know, i will always be a pain ;)

And as usual, i have lost track again
guess its cause i m talking after long...
my heart may have gone weaker
but my finger muscles are strong :)

Now getting back to the story
which i have here to share
the story is of my life... naah!
i know you'd least care!!!

The story's not yet complete
and it will take some time
hey did u notice as well
some how i can still rhyme... :))

dheere dheere haule haule

zindagi ke maayne jaan rahe hain hum...
dheere dheer haule haule
ek "naye-khud" ko pehchaan rahe hain hum...
dheer dheere haule haule
uljhanon ke bhanwar se iss dil ko nikaal rahe hain hum
dheere dheere haule haule
majhdahaar mein dagmagaati kashti apni sambhaal rahe hain hum
dheere dheere haule haule

zindagi......

woh ehsaas jise gham kehti hai duniya
muskuraate hue jiye ja rahe hain,
woh paani jise aansoon kehti hai duniya
khud se chhupake piye ja rahe hain,
woh tukde jinhe yaadein kehti hai duniya
apni saanson se unko siye jaa rahe hain,
woh log thi basti jinse duniya hamaari
mohabbat ke dhoke diye ja rahe hain......

Love you....

The missing part of my heart

....yaadein.... baatein

Aaj hum hain, kal hamaari yaadein hongi
Jab hum na honge tab hamaari baatein hongi
Kabhi paltoge zindagi ke ye panne
To shayad tumhari aankhon se bhi barsaatein hongi

A story untold... so far..

He met her first outside a restrobar
He skid his bike infront of her car...
He smirked and said "Ma parking, Honey!"
She bumped into his bike, proud of her money!!

He fumed but restrained, he kept his calm
He was a tough guy yet had all charm,
She stepped out... ah! she looked gorgeous!!
Threw a bundle at his face saying "dont u make any fuss"

He smiled again and walked towards her,
She stood there dazzling in her diamonds and fur
He walked a little closer and held her by her hand
As he felt her soft skin slipping away as sand

She was numb and cold his touch had made her freeze
And suddenly she was back, feeling weak in her knees
He pulled her close, she tried to set free
but his grip was firm, and so frail was she

His face approached hers, she was stunned by maze
He curled his lips, & blew tresses off her face
Her heart best seized, when his eyes met hers
She was brought back to life when he pulled her purse.

She stood there bewildered as he stuffed the money in
Putting the purse back on car he turned away with a grin
She watched him from there as he walked getting far
And slowly he disappeared somewhere in the bar.