लोग कहने लगे हैं....

वोह कहते हैं की हम खुश नज़र आने लगे हैं आज कल,
किसी की मोहब्बत में पड़े हैं या किसी के गम से उभरें हैं...
हम भी मुस्कुरा देते हैं और कहते हैं उन्हें की
किसी और में नही ये बात की हमें बदल दे वोह तो हम ही बहुत दिनों बाद ख़ुद से मिले हैं...

वोह कहते हैं की बदले हुए से मिजाज़ नज़र आते हैं आपके
क्या कुछ मिल गया है जन्नत से जनाब को
हम भी शोखी से कह जाते हिं ऐसे में,
जन्नत हमारे दम से है हम जन्नत के मोहताज नही...

Forever

Theres nothing that we call Forever...




But how I wish it was!

from here n there

not just once
it has happened time n again
i look into the mirror
n relive the pain
the pain of being me
the pain no one else wud know
the pain i have always had
the pain i'll keep to grow
i m not sorry fr wat i am
i am happy in my empire of dust
all i want is to stay in my shell
coz i dont have no one to trust
i m sad but i m not sorry
coz i have learnt to live this way
i have lived being me fr 21 yrs now....
n this is hw i'll fray!!

I had written this bit long back(yes, its been long since I was 21) in a friends blog as a comment... n I realize all these years passed n lifes still the same to me....

I want the Rainbow....

I dont feel pretty, not any more
I want the rainbow, to colour my soul!

I was losing myself with my colours
But i did not understand then
and now i am monochrome
I cant tell apart shadow from my reflection

Violet was my radiance...
and I lost it to the world so sad
With blue I lost
All the stability and the faith I ever had

Indigo was my love for myself
My thoughts and my individuality
Red took with itself all the romance and my fantasies
and brought me face to face with 'what they call' reality

Losing yellow rendered me joyless
I lost my spunk... my tears I could no more hide
Orange gone and so is my enthusiasm
I have lost the furor I once signified....

With green I lost the harmony
I once had with my soul,
But now I want my colours back
I want my rainbow, whole...